THIS LIFE I’M GIVEN

This is my so called life...

I used to have a blog, but because life was a little hectic I decided to get rid of it.  Now that things are somewhat calmer (in that I no longer have cable and get bored) I decided to start one up again.  So here it goes........

I may not always like this life I'm given, but at least I have one to be disgusted with.  When things don't go the way I think they should-there is God whispering in my ear "Is that what I wanted for you?"  "Is that where I told you to go?"  "Is that what I told you to do?"  "Are you listening to Me?"

I've run aground a lot and it's all do to the fact that I haven't always listened or waited on His leading.  I've read my Bible and I pray when I think of it.  Mostly for friends & family that are ill or hurt or in need.  I feel so selfish when I ask for things for myself and I kick myself when I don't pray at all. 

I guess I am slowly learning every day, emphasis on slowly.  I thank God for my Salvation, Family, Life, Job, but I'm not always sure that I've done it right or enough.  I know without  Him I am nothing and going nowhere.  Yet, I do have questions sometimes.

For instance why do I have such a strong desire to live in Scotland if I'm never meant to be there?  Why do I have such a desire for writing, yet I can't finish anything?  Why do I have such wonderful dreams of things I will never be or have?  Why?

For now I am content with This Life I've been Given and I guess that's all there is....